Sunday, April 4, 2010

blood red

one day i will sit on my patio with cigarette in hand, while the sun rises. this moment will come racing back to me and i will handle it as undelicately as possible, laugh as hard as i can. all the negativity, the deprivation of trust, the lack of confidence i am burdened with shall sink as sand to the bottom of the ocean. and likewise i shall use it to my convenience.

i will succeed beyond what is acceptable,
i will break every rule they made for me.

1 comment:

LoveESNalways said...

dont forget to invite me if u wanna sit with a ciga in ur hand. i ill join u, as an act to show our loneliness and frustration and sadness.. huhu

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