5 minutes.

realized it quite late in the process, that solitary is rare. is it just coincidence or really am i dodging every chance that comes flying past.

at one point, breathing comes easily like a weight suddenly shifted. but it feels weird. makes you think really how was breathing done previously?

i think i think too much. and i think people think i think too much. so it makes me think do i have to think lesser or am i just over-thinking this?

and another thing is that. just the fact that. a person could waste so much time on another person truly amazes me. like years.. then you end up with a torned heart, your perspective changes to adapt yourself to the new empty slot. you win some you lose some. go ahead and bet, life's too short they say. fill the empty slot over and over again.

i want to believe that i wasnt affected. that its all good. and yeah i'll say it now things are good.
but im not the same person i was and i dont know if that's good.