i dont know.

its amazing how much a human can think and rethink,
on a decision that should just come naturally.

i went to a sweet 16 birthday today
and saw these bunch of giddy and excited girls.
I just envied the free spirit they have in them.

back then nothing mattered except you know,
boys. hanging out after school and, boys.
and the things that revolves around them.

all these decisions in my head, if i were 16
i would've taken the most extreme road.
the one that clearly says
'enter and thee shalt be fuketh upside down'

not literally though.
cos i wont be at a legal age.
by courts are so damn sexy right?

i dont know.
sometimes i wish this life would just pass over faster.
so we wont have to worry about petty things every single day.
finally have that peace that everything is alright.
going to be alright.