the next step.

the truth is, you are afraid.
to love, to try, to speak, to do something.

to believe in something others don't. to be what you want to be.
there is no such thing as a general rule. there is only a rule agreed by the general.

sure, your life's shitty now. everything doesn't go your way. you plan but it doesn't always work out and at the end of the day when you have no one else to blame, it only gets worse.

but you have this idea on where you will be in 5, 10 years. general manager, professional accountant, financial officer, designer, wife of/husband of? it will all work out in the end.

words will hurt you, people will try to control you because they have a different idea on how you should live your life. because they do not believe you are capable. and it is only acceptable that this happens. and maybe you should even be grateful that it does, shows someone cares.

but that should be the only consideration you should give for an opinion on your life. the rest is up to you. at nights you will face the cruel truth of loneliness. there are countless days where you walk the streets slowly among the crowd. weeks, months, years being reminded constantly of how alone you are in this quest and moments when you are right on the edge. always keep in your mind on what will come, what will become of you, all the dreams you will break yourself to fulfill,

and it shall all be worth it.