strange.

i have this recurring dream. and this itself is already out of place. it used to be dreams were quite impossible to remember no matter how hard i try.

the first part of it mainly involves me living on my own. and this neighbour and his girlfriend seem oddly familiar, to the point that it disturbs me when i am awake. in the scene, the couple walk past by while i was heading out. it is the weirdest thing because it is the most normal thing on earth, as they walk by the scene felt like it stopped but didn't exactly. as if i am staring at them for hours on and they at me. still i could not recognize who they were.

the second part starts with me and a few friends at a coffee shop talking and laughing. while doing so, a beautiful girl walks by. she stopped very suddenly when our eyes locked. like she was caught red-handed. and she stammered a 'hi' in a loud voice. (is that even possible?) i replied an enthusiastic 'hi!' back confidently to cover the fact that i don't know who she is. and the silence that came afterwards were the same as before. for hours on end, staring at each other like you knew this person somewhere. struggled to remember. the memory the memory something anything nothing? the guilt of not recognizing were unbearable. but she seemed sad. like she was projecting back memories from before.

i wonder if my soul actually lives it's own life when i am asleep.